Nickname: Waylate

I'm waylate on updating this old thing, time to get crackin!

Rebirth

I have found the one way of life that makes sense, that actually takes the well-being of Humanity and preserves it inside enlightenment of the mind.
I will find peace within myself and learn to not change my ways or hide things from others, I will figure out how to reach the pacts deep within myself just to feel like I belong here.
I am a human being, put forth unto Earth for a purpose, and that purpose I will find.

I'm starting

to not care about much of anything anymore.
I only really seem to tolerate Parker, Mike, Kyle and a new friend.
I can see what all of my past girlfriends meant when they said "You've changed.".
It's troublesome, but I think it's because I have my eyes set on one goal.
It can't be fixed, I WILL get what I want, at whatever cost.
Memphis is making me more restless everyday, I'm starting to feel sore and I don't sleep hardly.
It might just be my insomnia getting worse, and my vision is too.
The only thing to do at this time is to stay the course and plan for something to happen; because I know it will.
No longer am I making plans for the future with others, I hardly spend any money on myself or anyone for that matter.
Reality has hit me hard, and I just now realize that I may never live in FL again or be close with my friends like I want to.
I just don't want to fade out; I want to reclaim my reputation I had in Lakeland as a nice, caring and relaxed guy.
I need help and I don't mean the Religious or personal kind.
Just something, anything.

really couldn't

I don't update enough, oh well it's the price I pay to earn money.
Spoke to Sage today and realized he's a lot like me.
I was in his shoes at 17.
Not sure what to do, where to go, who to see.
I didn't think much of 'life' in general at that point, until I turned 18 and 3 weeks later got removed from my residence by my dad.
But Sage is almost in the same situation as me, he's living with his dad now in a far away state and city that he has to start over in.
He just has to realize that when life throws something at you and it flips the game up, you have to be ready to change with it.
I"m glad to say that while ending things in FL sucked I'm 150 times better off here in Memphis then there.
It's not a good thing to suddenly change, but I just hope the people I left behind understand that sometimes people have to make decisions they won't be happy about, but at the same time looks to have a promising outcome.
Learn to treasure what you have, be ready to release it and chase a totally opposite dream in a a matter of minutes though.

-Life.

mmm

money

Switching

the game up, day by day.

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I am the breathe before the howling wind.
The calm before the storm.